stop getting your hopes up

i promise myself that no matter what happens,
i won't get my hopes up.

i just want to know what you're thinking when you do the things you do.
when you put your arm around me, sneak behind me and hug me, when you rest your chin on my head and wrap your arms around my shoulders when my back is facing you, etc.

are you trying to fuck with my head?
you always have this spell on me.